The day

ok no pictures. this is no good.. hopefully i can do something about it this weekend. i'm really thankful to be home safe and sound.

tomorrow is one impt day.. it's a day where everyone meets. i cant imagine what would happen. planning for a wedding can actually be a full time job. geez but i certainly feel that i need to get on with life. there is just so much more to do . call me a non traditionalist. it''s really not that i'm disrespectful but i'm really confused by the practices of yester years ( already i think referring to it as 'yester years' is disrespectful ) .. i'm not about to start a protest here but i'm just really hoping and praying that all with be fine after 'the day'. that everyone will just lay their cards and be happy about the final decision. And that there is no need to double guess one another's thoughts. dun like to be in the middle of this.

fairy tale vs reality

reality bites .. so much truth in that phrase. i'm just thankful that dd is still holding it all together despite everything that is happening. i feel that i could have done better. threaded more carefully on the 'tofu' . help ! what an experience this is ( it is still happening , explains the present tense used)

dream vs ability

can we afford? is always the question. once in a lifetime ! my heart screams to me but this message usually dun last for more than 3 seconds before my mind screams to me .. budget.
i've been dreaming and crossing my fingers everyday since the searching and decision marking process started. i'm hoping for the best.

reality vs fantasy

this part of my entry certainly seems quite out of point but today's interaction with close frens made me realised one thing.. escapisim. the older we grow, the more often we will slip into this mode... y not, as least it allows us to think that we are 'free' .. for a gd half hour or less?

this is one of the moments where i'm thankful that we cannot stop time ..